I'm just ME

hhaha..its been 2 weeks i think..

i always make up in my mind to be consistent in blogging but I never keep up to it.

I have been working for 2 weeks now-what a great wonder! I don't think I've ever shown such discipline in my life. Lol. To tell the truth, I wanted to quit the very day I joined but I told myself that I must persevere for at least 1 week. Now, its 2 weeks alrdy! ahah..

If you think my job is easy, THINK AGAIN! haha..it isn't..its really tiring and mundane..but I am not here to complain abt it..Just really glad that God helped me to pull through 2 weeks alrdy!

I've been faced with some issues in my life -some relationship insecurities, questions, emotions...and I realized I really have to deal with them or if not it becomes a recurring problem rearing its ugly head again and again.
I think most youths go through these issues..and more often that not, its really an individual struggle..BUT I REALLY THANK GOD THAT WE HAVE HIM BY OUR SIDE!:)

I'm really trying to change my perspective and be more flexible...and I really wish people would begin to see beyond the surface through to me..I can be fierce and quite chiding but its really because I care. If I didn't, I would just shuttup annd go my way. My way of talking is just that way-its not often gentle or coated with sugar or honey..BUT I AM TOTALLY SINCERE!I really can't tolerate hypocrisy-its a pretence that you can't keep for long.

I know that my family and my friends expect me to be a certain way and I don't really fit into it. I am the way I am and I think I shldn't try to change my personality to try to make myself more desirable..I think God gave individuals their personalities and often, we are so CONTRASTING! hhhahah...I am not talking abt character-I think character has to do with values and morals and what you stand for
Personality is the more of the flavour of a person.

TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY- I really love you guys more than I express or show and I hope you'll will realise it one day.

 I found a route! LOL...shd i go?!hmm.....